Long distance doesn’t work very well when you don’t have a means to talk at all. This is horrendously stressful and I’m slamming my head on my desk because it seems like one thing after another is going wrong.
look on the bright side, microsoft fans…
at least you can watch tv
I guess I never really came close to understanding how difficult it would be, for both parties. We both have lives to live, some busier than others, and it’s difficult to push everything aside for the partner, especially when problems just seem to stack on. I love my girlfriend very, very much. And I wish there were an easier way to finally meet each other, let alone finding a way to live together when that time comes.
I suppose it really just comes down to patience, and I can be a very very patient person. But I get very pessimistic too, especially when that loneliness creeps and sets in, totally destroy any and all warm and happy feelings I had prior. I spend a lot of my time worrying about everyone, and everything, and it gets to me, like it does now. Very little sleep, no appetite, and a very melancholy attitude. I will always tell myself it gets better, because in the long run, it usually does.
I just wanted to rant, because I’m tired of keeping it all bottled up in my head. I just really look forward to the better days ahead, for her, my friends, my family, and I. I suppose I’m done dragging this out, and I apologize for anyone unfortunate enough to read this!